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[lamia_prime]

1 MINUTE AGO: C&P this survey
1 DAY AGO: dicked around on the computer and went to my mother's house for dinner and to pick up some white linen for hubby, and drank quite a bit of very good Australian Shiraz.
1 WEEK AGO: I was praying for today, because boss is currently on vacation
1 YEAR AGO: I was giggling about having clean toes while everyone else was preparing to slog through the mud

I HURT: my brain
I LOVE: my cats
I HATE: stupidity
I FEAR: loss of home
I HOPE: for hubby to have a good settlement
I FEEL: exhausted
I LISTEN: to the air conditioner
I HIDE: my frustration
I DRIVE: my husband crazy :)
I MISS: friends
I LEARNED: that the world changes, and there's not a goddamn thing you can do about it
I KNOW: that I'm learning more about myself, deciding if I like it
I WAIT: for the pain to stop
I NEED: better medication
I THINK: I'll have another beer

Current Clothes: blue jeans and black t-shirt
Current Mood: weary
Current Music: jukebox program on work computer
Current Taste: coffee and hazelnut creamer
Current Hair: knotted up and out of the way
Current Annoyance: heh...
Current Smell: office a/c
Current thing I should be Doing: embroidery
Current Desktop Picture: grey background, small picture of Karl Urban as Vaako
Current Favorite: favorite what?
Current Book: The Outcast by Louise Cooper
Current Movie In DVD: Ghost Ship
Current Refreshment: none, and I really ought to get some
Current Worry: HAH
Current Crush: male or female?

I am so damn tired. Bought a copy of Ghost Ship on Saturday, and I really don't DO most horror movies, as my subconcious just sucks up the imagery and has a field day. But hubby had rented it some time ago and I enjoyed it (as much as I can enjoy a horror movie), and Gabriel Byrne and Karl Urban are good actors, among others, and it wasn't a 1985 gore-fest, so I bought a copy when I saw it on sale. Didn't actually even watch it last night, just watched all of the behind-the-scenes bios and featurettes. And spent the ENTIRE night having "28 Days Later" nightmares - not "oh, I dreamed I was being chased by a zombie and went back to sleep the end", no no no. Having diseased-zombie dreams where I got to relive the entire length of "28 Days Later" in 4 part harmony and lush technicolor, which would PICK UP AND CONTINUE AFTER I WENT BACK TO SLEEP, and was sort of SCA and sort of NYC and had nothing to do whatsoever with "Ghost Ship" and I am so damn tired because I slept like utter crap after a full evening of interrupted nightmare-riddled sleep.

I love trying to shower in a room where most of the doors and windows are barricaded with steel plates and even the shower stall has a low barrier that has to be stepped over, and in spite of that a legless zombie tries to drag itself over the shower barrier and gnaw on my damp leg. Love it. And running upstairs climbing over piles of grocery carts, and trying to find people who aren't zombies so that we can make a haven, and having to wake people up because if we don't they'll be eaten and turn into more zombies.

So I had 1.5 cups of coffee today, and learned that if you're using flavored creamer, you need less sugar *skwff*, and am so incredibly tired that the coffee has had exactly no negative effect on me whatsoever - no shaking hands, no anxiety, no nervousness, no 85-wpm typing skills. Nope. Just sorta awake. Ugh. Did I mention I was tired?

Comments

Lurves you

[darthluna.livejournal.com]

Huh, been lving in my head lately? This sounds like one of my dreams. Did the zombie get its hands on you and start eating? Thats the point where I ussally start screaming and wake up the hubby.

I'm never showing you '13 Ghosts'.

Re: Lurves you

[lamia-prime.livejournal.com]

Nope, no zombies on me! But the running away bit was hard, had to do it a *lot*. Glad I'm in better shape in my dreams than I am in reality! lol

Actually, "House on Haunted Hill" which I saw at your place didn't affect me at all. But "Ring"? Holy crap did I have nightmares! "28 Days Later"? I love that movie but it's VERY hard to watch cuz I know what will happen once it's over....

Hmmm....what does it say that just watching the documentaries of a horror movie can kick start my poor abused subconscious so amazingly?? LOL

[kuzu-no-ha.livejournal.com]

I really hate zombie dreams. hate them.
with vampires you can kinda fool them. but zombies..arrgh..hate them